Hello adorable readers! It's been an ages I never post the new one -,- ha I'm kidding you. Actually I totally don't know what's my purpose on making this post, I just let my fingers typing. So today is 17th October, it means today is my friend's bday OVIANI NATALIA aka yantoyyy - "happy sweet seventeen bday yantoyy! All the best for you and may God bless you :)" even I dunno you read this or not pi haha
Then, it also means today is..emm what should I called him? Ok ex, haha Idk why but it seems so funny for me lol. Today is your birthday too, right? Yea I still remember it even though our relationship had broken for a long time ago. Am I a good reminder, huh? Actually I don't know why suddenly I remembered about you..(again) ummm hello, ex..today I feel like missing you. Yeah today, I'm sitting here, in front of the laptop remembering all the things we've been through and done so far, replaying all those memories we shared. I honestly never realized how much I missed being with you. You may not be the smartest or the most handsome man, but you still the one who knows exactly how to make me smile when I'm at my lowest, the one who knows exactly how to cheer me up when I break down, and the best part is..you've such a great voice (for me) :p
And if you ever happen to read this, I just want you to know that I'm just trying to say what I've been feeling. Not the feeling to want me back to be your gf but at least we can be a super good friends, you'll be my another big brother if you want. How I wish we could talk more :) and yeah, you see I'm happy now even you're not by my side anymore. I can laugh, I can smile, still. thank you, I've completely forgotten how I loved you. And I guess it's time to stop living in the past. Time goes, never stops, it runs, and life goes on. Thanks for the memories..
my last words?
happy birthday..momo"
ps: I still keep your voice note when you
sing "happy birthday" to me. It was great :)
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